Sunday, November 29, 2009

‘If only’, these must be the 2 saddest and pathetic words in the world.

Regret is often felt when one feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt. I pondered, what exactly makes one having regrets for life – regret of inactions maybe.We had so many inactions in life, but what exactly it is to create such a big impact on us.

Would you choose to have a life full of mistakes or a heart full of regrets?

Regret hurts like hell, everyone wishes to forget. Sometimes it just hurt so much that we might have forgotten who we are. It often makes one live in the past and tend to forget about moving forward. How pathetic it is, and how strong regrets can be.

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.

And I guess I’ve seen more than enough.

some words are just meant to be left unsaid.

-“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”


Wednesday, November 25, 2009




the more i look at it, the more i want it.
i wish i could own it, like so badly.
i gonna get one like soon.
if only i could.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Regret not trying, or not regret trying.
i asked myself.

i keep pondering,
till now i get no answers.

i remembered there was once i fell damn hard.
but i've no idea have i gotten up yet.
now & then, i still think bout it.
the past, that time.

Sunday, November 22, 2009


i don't know what to say bout my life.
should i say it's happening, or should i say it's like shit.
ohwell.
school tomorrow, fyp undone.
reports undone -FML

feels like having a stick now, so badly.
forget it.

mom isn't home yet, i'vent seen her for 3 days.

noone's in the wrong. love is freedom, don't it?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

FML

the november rain got me so relunctant.
just wanna sleep it off.
sleep it off.
i'm sorry, i'm such a bitch.
such a bitch.

when things are gone, you realised how good/nice they're.
and how much they worth to you.
and now i know.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

at least in my dreams let me take my time and reminisce

Monday, November 16, 2009

“Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more than angry words.”

Saturday, November 14, 2009

sometimes it's better to keep mum about it.
deep down, we all know whats it.
but we just continue to walk..., and carry on...



FOL
babe, you know what that means :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Not gonna lie or even try
you've got my wheel spinning
and i ain't the one to shoot the gun
'cause that means you will be winning

I love you too much, it shows
all my emotions go out of control
good for you, bad for me
when i can hardly see from the tears that flow.

Can't forget to breathe slow
count one to ten with my eyes closed
'cause ladies take it in and get composure
before i lose it get composure.

Somebody better hold me back
you're lucky, i know how to act
so lucky i ain't gonna attack - Breathe Slow


Sunday, November 08, 2009

she said - what're my regrets?
Not sinking with the sun everytime it sets - BLOGSECRETS

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I don't know how long I'll be. " -Love, me.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Happy birthday to ME.