tests were finally over.
peaceful at last.
i've no idea if i'm able to do well for this mst.
i know what i'm doing.

friday is gonna be a new start.
goes well please.

horrible pain,
i wish i'm able to put off my braces pain.

*eyecandy, where've you been to?

by next week, everything will just be back on track.
like what used to be.

i've found myself a new job.
a new start
move on.

tests and everything have been bugging me recently.

*i was hoping to run into you every single day.

MANHATTAN PORTAGE! MANHATTAN PORTAGE!

lately, nothing comes after me other than notes and pieces of lectures.
one more week to endure.
study study study.
move move move.

*why do you make it so hard for me.

schools, assignments, tests, family have been occupying me lately.
i don't have the time to think about work and all.
perhaps, after everything.
i'm gonna be back on track, like how i used to be.
thats tiring, definitely.

old memories flashed back again.
is it good or bad ?
i don't know
perhaps, we really sorted out one another's thinking towards each.
ha, i'm kind of glad to hear what have been said.
ohwells.

everyone has already moved on, and so do i.
i guess.

* if you leave me at night, i wake up alone.

whatever revolves around us is only soccer, i realised.
thats pathetic.

im trying very hard to do whatever i can, to come up with whatever can come up with.
i just sit down here and hope.
i hope nothing will goes wrong, please.
grab the opportunites that come to you.
and not sit and watch until everything has gone, then cry.
go and get whatever you want, and never regret.
i supposed. this is what i've been telling myself all these while.
ahhhhh.
i must be nuts, insane and mad.

movemovemove.

*被爱情伤了又伤 相信这个他不一样.

i dont know what to do with you.
there's a barrier, i can feel it.
a very strong feeling.
i dont feel good either.

i dont know, im trying very hard.
i dont wanna dream anymore,
itshurtful.
bad things always happen.
i dont want to dream, not anymore.

imtiredofseeingandfacingalltheseSHITS.

*why is it always me, who can't get things i want.

im trying very hard to click well with eyecandy.
i'm trying very hard to get into his topics.
i am....

resting at home is good,
sleeping throughout the whole day is good either
i don't feel bored, its the only time i could really rest well and all i want.

i dont feel any stresses right now.
all i need to do, is to just study and do my projects.
work, can find thats good.
if can't, slowly find.

but, money is an important shit to me.

*i am into you.

i've so many things to say, so many things to say.

things running in my mind, distracted me from doing things.
i dont know why.
i dont understand why either.

*you, not going to be other people.

eyecandy eyecandy eyecandy.

you brightened up my days.
=)

no work, i feel so carefree right now.
more time for myself, studies, family, friends, and projects.

please, i need motivations to study!

yoyoyoyooy.
im much more happier than before.

*just because of you, i lost my mind.