tests are just round the corner.

boring.

life's such a bore still.

I saw you from a distance

meaningless
aimlessly
unmotivated

life has been such a bore.

reports, assignments, projs, fyp.
sucks them all.

* i can't even convince myself

' everything's gonna be alright.
' everything will be fine
' its ok. its alright
i told myself that.

i miss shopping with amy tan. LOL

*each day's a gift and not a given right.

never did i know that i will be under this kind of situation.
all along, i thought that will never ever happen to me.
it feels hurtful by those actions, those words.
no longer concern, care & everything.
i've no idea where i'm standing, i've forgotten who i am.
i felt more than alil' empty inside today.
it is like worst than a nightmare when you thought that you're so gonna be alone in the world.

i really thought that i'm gonna be alone , when all my friends just disappear all of sudden.
and, i'm such a bitch.

goodbye.

* somehow i can sense that you're special

at times, i felt that i've lost the place im standing in anyway.
at times, i felt alil' empty inside my heart which noone knows.
could it be just an act, or could it be for real.
i'm feeling in a way that nobody will feel it tho.
i'm living in such a plastic world, that i forgotten where im standing.
and at times, i can't differentiate which side of me is real.
it could be as bad as what you think.

too many problems coming in a way that i can't catch any of my breath.
i brought it upon myself.
ohwell,
chia, get a life man.

*Life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass. It's 'bout learning how to dance in the rain.
ya right.

family is awesome.
'd steamboat at home.
brother's bday & mother's day.

i need moneyyyyy.
god, drop some money for me.

i've yet to recieve all the pictures yet.
this is what i've got on 2nd may.
which is my GF's birthday!
awesome dayyyyy at botanic garden & night at dbl o. (:

school's as usual.
slack, sleepy & bored.
it just sometimes, i hate whats going on.
but all i did was to keep quiet & tolerate all the way.
which noone knowsss.

* It's just like déjà vu