Im sorry.
Im just someone who can't move forward.
I thought that i had everything
I didn't know what life could bring.

* where were you? where were you?

been sleeping through the whole day, almost.
attachment has not been getting any better.

met up with, amy the basket, jing & don for movie & dinner on friday night.
then mahjong session after that.
red tee really works.
zoo with jing, amy, mal & sean on saturday.
tiring & well, it rained.
kinda spoilt everyone's mood.
met up with nigel & don at night.
well, i guess somehow i know what i want & what i need.






I know I let you down, but it's not like that now.

'confession of shopaholic' really gives me a lesson to learn.
& i see how credit cards kill people.
make one heavily in debts, ruin peaceful life & all.
i really learnt my lesson, & i really am.
i gonna freeze my credit cards.
i gonna resist all the temptations from branded goods & labels.
I'm so gonna restrict & ban myself from looking at those nice displays & mannequins.

i wanna strike lottery please.
give me moneyyyyyyyyy.

zoo on saturday.
basket, faster be back. ):

well, basically this week was pretty fast.
just a blink of an eye, it's already a new week.
which means, one week down, 5 days lesser.
and i still left with 4 weeks to go, & pathetically 19days more.

Friday night, i met up with gladys for dinner, then head over to basket's house to play wii.
pretty fun game but yet stupid.
Saturday noon, watched fanboys with don, ed & alv.
i won't rate it as very nice show, and i won't rate it as a very bad show.
it just normal, like yea stupid yet funny show.
Saturday night was spent with don, ed & babe at OM.
speak of the truth, spoke about our thoughts & feelings.
pretty great night.

zoo on coming Saturday with awesome people.
i can't wait, & looking forward tho.
basket is really damn basket, went over to Taiwan already.
be back fast & safe!


*where were you when everything was falling apart?

something struck me today when i was working.
when you treated someone well, the care and concern you showed, the things you did, the words you said. will that person even appreciate it or will that person probably take it for granted?
why do people always learn how to appreciate & treasure things when they lose it.
why do people always take things for granted when they know it meant to be theirs.
simple logic, i don't understand still.
what happen if one day i'm no longer around...................................................

probably i think my life will end earlier?
'cause im leading a so unhealthy lifestyle.

smoke, drink, gamble, club, play, work, study & die.
this is what human beings normally do.

friendship & relationship, how do you weigh it?
i used to think friendship comes before everything,
but i guess it proves me wrong.

pretty short post today, let the pictures do the talking instead.
MC for 2 days, firstly i think i couldnt wake on thursday. i went to get a mc.
friday, i went to take x-ray for my wrist.
got to look for a bone specialist tho.
shopping with basket & babe on thursday, i'd fun tho.
hmm, dbl o with basket, don, marcus & friends.
didn't really enjoy it.
i think i've been hurting my health all the time.
lets just kick all these bad habits away.

thanks to the chinese physician for twisting and massaging my shoulder.
which ended up i'd a swollen shoulders today.
and thanks again for not relocating back the bone in my wrist,
which ended up torturing me the whole day.
thanks for scamming my money, dude.

my goodness sake, if ever someone were to smack my shoulder from the back.
i make sure that person die on the spot.

i just feel like hell today.
damn freaking uneasy.

give me money, give me money!

perhaps, nobody understand how it felt like.
b'cause it was extremely torturing.
i wanna get rid of freaking disgusting thingy.
but i doubt i can.
no, i should say i needed abit of time.
lets just get this away.

i think i need to get to see a physician anytime soon.
before my wrist gets worst.
and i think its getting worst.
ohwell, whatever anyway.

back to work again tomorrow.
boredom kills.

& raining kills too.

29-32 days to go.
i cant wait for attachment to end.
or i should say i can't wait to have those weekends.
omy goodness, this is killing me.

i wanna partayyyyyyy!

i'm not having those dreams anymore.
i don't have them torturing me everynight anymore.
i guess i'm kind of tired of those.
lets just move on.