im jobless, they did not terminate me.
but i resign myself.
thanks to JAY GEE, you did EXCELLENT JOB by terminating all part timers.
hahaha

projects projects and projects.

move on move on move on.

i cant get to see eyecandy for 3 weeks.

*when its time to leave, just leave. let fate be it.

im hereby announced, i'm soon to be jobless.
ricebowl is super unstable right now.

countless of problems overwhelming me.
i got to breathe real hard,
and once again, i got to struggle through till don't know when.
i'm tired of my surroundings,
prolly i need to go for a holidays or so.
a timeout maybe.
a break, i believe so.

i've more to say. but i can't remember.
blog the next time.

*why is it me that haven't got a life change.

don't go, stay close.
that song.

i don't know what am i thinking about.
i'm unusual self today again. i guess.
i'd been thinking real hard the whole day.
i still can't comeup with something.
i prolly need a good rest.

i dont know.

malaysia trip is giving me headaches,
no coaches, no hotels.

i've alot to say, alot to say.

*i always hoping to run into you every single day.

ASBT

my Attitude Sucks Big Time.

=X

*can you see it ?

malaysia trip on.
i guess.

with colleagues and some other friends.

nigel told me something which makes sense today.
he told me,
eyecandies and all are our wants.
but what we need, we have yet to find.
its still too early for us.
we want people who are good looking, with good body and all.
but what we need are those who understand us, love us and all.
i guess.
hah, pretty random

idontknowwhatamitalkingabout.

*real happiness is not about giving in,but petty less.

idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow

i dont know what i should do, what i should say

im edgy tonight.
not usual self either.

ahhh, fuck.

*i need you more than just tonight

i must say, i learnt alot today.
be it love, relationships, sex and all.
i'd much lectures from the guys today.
we sat down and chatted for almost 4hrs.
pretty nice, good bondings.
so, i prolly knew where goes wrong, and what's the problem in it.
it lies with me, i guess i'd roughly cleared the doubts and all.
=)

i can't wait to work on next sunday.
i've lotsa lotsa motivations to go to work on that day.


* your voice, melted it all. ♥

loves.

family much loves.
friends love much.

i'm happy.

=)

family photo, for just once.

i cherish them more than anything,

i love them more than anything else.

work is pretty fine, i'd my motivations back.

* unexpectations exist.

** ZOO TRIP. =) ;; loves.

i saw eyecandy on friday
he made my dayyy.
like too perfect.

metup with valerie on friday.
nice meetup, shopping day.

went to zoo with brothers and girlfriend.
it was so awesome.
we'd alot of fun
alot of pictures taken.
was so enthusiatic and excited initially.
it was tiring tho.
we caught the elephant show &
i got the chance to ride on elephant.
but no second time.
ha.

i guess i'd passed over my stepping stone.
and made it through, struggling throughout everything
things are getting wee' bit better, i guess.
and hopefully, good things more to come.

i shall upload my zoo trip photos soon.

*i got so attracted to you.