i've so many things to blog about.

firstly work. work has been quite a stressful thing to me.
i've always been wanting to get myself to change another job.
but somehow when i think of the rate of pay i'm getting, it just stopped me from doing so.
i've been thinking of brand like, lacoste.
i just think that its cool, but the pay might be lower than what im getting right now.
i'm sick and tired of doing the same thing everyday.

is really getting someone over or even move on with life so difficult ?
how come people can just hang on even though the person didn't even love or appreciate them anymore. and they still insisted hanging on.
i just think that, since its over, then no point hanging on.
its a waste of time.
somehow, i feel that if you really love that person you should let it go.
& sometimes its letting go and move on with life making you grow stronger.
and as time goes by, you'll eventually find someone else.
sometimes, it's just your mind, your thinking. if you think that you can move on and get it over, soon after you will. if you don't think you can do it, and so you'll never get it done.
this is how i feel. why do i see so many people suffering over relationships?
does it worth? maybe it's just in the wrong time, or even on the wrong person.

ohwell,

craving for kfc again. HAh,
meeting chui tomorrow for kfc !

:D

goodnight ! i shall spend my off day wisely.

*What's left was just a bundle of memories.

this is my 200th post.
i've started blogging since i was in sec 4 i guess.
that was like 2 years ago.
i can't imagine that time has passed soso fast.
too fast that today i do not have the new year mood.
it just seemed like a normal sunday to me, i swear.

i'm alil' drunk.
i drank quite abit last night with my family.
and i'm enjoying my red wine now.
i'd reunion dinner with my family today.
it was really nice though,
just think of sitting down together, as in whole family.
how many times can you sit down together with your whole family and had dinner.
well for me, that's like hmm, twice in every month.

god, thinking of going back to work on saturday.
it's really quite turnoff.
maybe, i should get some rest or something.
its time to be......

* Some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates, so am I.

oh, its new year eve.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.

time passed to fast that i simply do not have any chinese new year mood.
guess i've been working too much and are so behind time.
but working was rather fun.

anyway i've some new year resolution.
-save more money
-work MORE, spend LESS
-improve myself
-study HARD
-be less vulgar
-love my family & friends more.

i guess that's about it.
i can't think of any right now.
i'm edgy,
though its new year, should have some fun.
but the moment i think of the hours i'l be working,
it totally turn my mood off.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

be back again. (:
& & & i'm a year older.