old injury, old pain acts up again.
cold season is definitely a torture.
i wish at this moment, i could chop my left hand off
so that i can live peacefully
without any interruptions and so.

monday is a dreading day.
tests week.

i can't stand the pain.
i wish i could sleep it offfffff

*where my injuries are all in a dust

im extremely happy today
shopping was awesome
not just that, i saw some of my old friends.
catch'd up alil, everything was so great
just this lil' thing, it made up my day
i going to meet up my old friends, one by one.
one by one, and slowly.
just alil' initiative , it will probably keep the bond there.
is whether do you want it ?
i love meeting up old friends, catching up here and there.
its just damn nice.

exams are drawing near.
yet, i'm doing nothing still.
revisions gotta start up real soon i hope

surprisingly, i'm talking to jtek whom i've not been talking to like goddamn years.
and now i'm talking to him. i can't imagine that.

* lace up your shoes

FUCKED UP ' LIFE !

Just tonight i feel alil' more empty than before.
i don't know why.
everything was so screwed up.
and i swear today was one of the worst-est day i ever had.

*go away, people. don't come and mess'd up my life.

old nice memories flashed back somehow.
recalling those things we did, those jokes we cracked,
those times we spent together.
be it before or after school, after work and lunch breaks
how great was it.
those non-stop chats and everything was so great.
be it happy or sad, we'll always be there for one another.
but now, months had passed.
everyone is in their own world and doing their own things.
perhaps, i could only recalled back and stuffs.
and things will never be the same.
i miss you, my friend.

i'm missing felix chen, and i really am.

i caught this passage in the book
it says ;
"there is only one sin, only one. and that is theft. every other sin is variation of theft... when you kill a man, you steal a life, you steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. when you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. when you cheat, you steal the right to fairness"
ohwell, i find this passage so much meaningful.

' a devastating, masterful and painfully honest piece of story'

*you're the light that make my darkness disappear

'the kite runner' was a great book.
it has been quite some time since i read a book.
my brother told me, it's a great book.
probably i'd want to read it and get some inspiration or something.
so well, i did.

school has been the same to me, everyday.
when i head to school every morning,
projects and assignments keep rushing in.
but yet, i'm doing nothing still.

i love rainy days,
it never fails to make me fall asleep each time.
something hits me today, when i was about to fall asleep
what if i could never wake anymore, and sleep forever.
i didnt want to left things unsaid, or undone.
i probably 'd want to tell my family and friends around,
how much i love them and stuffs.
and i'd definitely want to try things that i've never tried before.
well, i guess i'm just random.

life is full of regrets.

dot told me something ;
a wise person learns from others' mistakes.
a fool learns from his own.
it sounded quite cool actually.

* i keep tossing rocks at your windows

for once, i really did my work for just awhile.
at least i did alil' bit.
tests are coming, and yet i'm still slacking.
what should i do.
laziness kills.

i spent my whole of sunday by just watching shows.
watched like 4 shows in a row.
28 weeks later was a lame one
transamerica was great.

i got my hands back on psp again.

school tomorrow, shitssss
i've not been spending my weekends wisely
and christmas is coming dungggs.

at times, i really have no idea what i want.
when my heart tells me this, i do that.
when my heart tells me that, i do this.
contradicting mindset, i've got.
at times, i felt so lost.
i dont know, i really don't know.
ask myself, what i want and what i need.
dungggs

*when you look me in the eyes, tell me that you love me.

when flowers wilt, everything is back to the same.

skipped whole day lessons, movie-d with classmates today.
madagascar, didnt really enjoy it.
bunch of bitches who were out from prom sitting behind us
were making hell lots of noises, kicking chairs, laughing away.
totally turned us off.
it would be great if someone just stuff something into their mouths and tied their legs up.
horrible people.

projects and reports keep coming in, like never end.
i hate it pleaseeeee to the maxxxxxxxx.

edmund's place tomorrow, for bridge building.
f* up. !@#$%^&*()-=+)*&%#@

should i get a coach's wallet or agnes b's wallet or bag instead.
dungssss

* this heart will start a riot in me

projects and reports are piling up like a mountain
i dislike it all, i dislike school.
i dislike waking up early , squeezing myself in the train
forcing myself not to fall asleep while standing and everything.
classmates are my motivations to school

i can't believe that i'm facing financial crisis right now
this is the worst time ever
the bomb bill, and i only left with plain water to get myself survive for don't know how many months. dungs
i need a job badly, but im lazy to
probably someone who is kind enough to give me cash and all
haha

i've the intentions to get myself to start doing homeworks,
but laziness kills all my intentions.

i've no idea why suddenly i love my ipod soooo much.
one day, if anything happens to my ipod
i would probably cry myself to death.
and i would like to have a new phone pleaseeeeee.
and probably a tommy hilfiger polo tee. dungssss

* i drowned out all my senses, with the sound of its beating.

i wanted to thank m1 so much,
so much for bombing my bill.
after eonssss, this is the second time that figures appeared back on my bill.
this clearly showed that i got to get myself a job asap, right?
job , where've you been to.

same thing happened.
he sounded so much like him.
once bitten, twice shy.
i didnt dare to make the wrong move again.
never will.

* i catch a glimpse of heaven

haji lane with classmates, and sab's friends.
alvin and friends came to join us after that.
head to nigel's place for mahjong.
i think i shouldn't touch on mahjong anymore.
Dj, the siberian husky.

picture paints a thousand words ;

my girls
fish spa



halloween nightfamily is love
za bor :D
classmates xD


* run, baby, run

everything was great, as usual
heading out everyday after school
life seems to be more happening than before.
school's as usual,
bored shit.
classmates are my motivations to school.
other than that, i don't see any reason why i go school for.
studies? totally out of my mind.
projects are piling up like nobody's business.
i dislike this kind of feeling, dungs
'd wonderful dinner with friends and girls this few days
drinking with classmates tomorrow
& mahjong session after that.
life's good.

photos to be uploaded again, stay tune.

* the scent of flowers, is all around .

'd a wonderful 18th birthday this year.
thanks friends for all the show-ups, gifts, wishes and all.
halloween night with alicia, shihui, wendy and sujia on friday.
just some thing really ruined all my mood
went off with the horror tram, and it scared me out of shit.
celebrations with friends and family on saturday.
i totally 'd so much fun
drank alot, got hangover that night.
i really laughed my whole heart out,
now i understand why do people drink when they're feeling down.
worries, vexations, troubles, miserables and all being washed off at that point of time.
which makes one feel so much relaxed.
met my girls on sunday night.
haji lane, sheesha session was great.
nice chillout tho.

everything was so great. :)

* i've chose to call it an end.