somehow, i spent my holidays wisely and fruitfully.
went over to blue horizon on friday,
we drank, we played, and we fooled around
mahjongs, cards, playground and pillowfights.
teasing at each other the way they were drunk.
some puked, some went so high, and some were emotionally affected, and some were laughing non stop.
great day. i'd fun.

stayed at home since saturday when i got back home.
played psp with brothers and all whole day long.
bonding sessions.

teddy was dead on sunday night.
poor thing. it was way too late before we're able to get him treated.
ohwell, move on.

boredom,
work next week. hell no.
i'd want to pray hard that don & ed got this job as well.
damn.

craziness & highness.
i'd forgotten about the projects and all totally.

holidays now.
mahjong sessions almost everyday.
don's place, edmund's place, babe's place.
anymore?

well, gotta head to school some other days to finish up those annoying projects.
holidays holidays, it's not going to last long.
spend it wisely.
jobless, penniless, whatelse.
bored shits.
job, work, i need you quite badly right now.

IM MEETING MY BABE TOMORROW, HURRAYYYY

no work, no more standing at the same spot for 8hours and more.

no more exams, no more mugging.
no more facing notes and all, for the time being.

i've been in a good state anyway

i needed to meet up with my friends and all.

with 7 papers, 6 tests and 1 exam.
how am i going to survive.
temptations took me away from studying.
motivation is gone.
distractions are all around.

7 papers, 1 week.
2 papers each day.
its not what normal human beings can handle.

i felt so turnoff when i see pieces of notes and tutorials.
shoooooots.
i hate it i hate it.
i hate exams.

computer programming, thats the end.
structural analysis, no hope.
transportation, i need a wider brain.

fuck lah. words and all are disgusting.

*i'll need a little good luck to get me by.

i seriously need to study, mug, study, mug, study.

but but but...
i can't put myself to face those pieces of notes and lectures.
i don't have the motivation.
motivations, i need you badly NOW.

headaches have been visiting me now and then.
when i'm seriously facing books, headache comes.
then books go, bed comes.
i can't study in this manner.
fuck.
exams are only 6days away.

holy shit.
im not happy, seriously not.
stresses and all.

*someday i lay my love on you.