i swear, KARMA strike on me.
people let me warn you.
what goes around comes around;
watch out for what you say, and what you're doing.
one day things might just fall back to you.
its up to you to believe, but i myself very sure that there is this thing call KARMA.
i do believe in that.

i'm just having a very 'don't care' attitude
i personally do not like people to interfere my life, and bitch around too.
can someone just screw all these people up, they're just making my life damn miserable.

someday, my uncle sun will shine.
for this period of time, i will just struggle and all.
i just simply don't care everything.

i'm living in my own world, i'm the main lead in my life.
i'm walking on my own path.
i'm gonna work and study my ass off, and spend more time with the ones i should.

*what goes around comes around.

i myself do believe in karma.
i used to treat people this way, so now i get people treating me that way too.
this is all 'bout karma. Karma. KARMA.
i think i've to be a very nice person tho, so i won't deserve all these in my later life. guess.

reshufflement list was out.
i'm still staying at the same old place,
i'm pretty disappointed bout it.
its not bout the pathetic working place, its bout the people working there.
i guess so.
i hope god is by my side, and arrange alil' bit.
so that my life will be much more easier.

nah, must be the things i'd said when i was young, the things i'd done earlier.
now, god is no longer by my side, its all bout KARMA. YOU KNOW.
Its a punishment !
=/
fuck off.

i seriously need a new outlook! i swear.
please, i do have plans for my life. LOL
i'm not greedy yo, i just want to feel more satisfied with life.

* when i know the truth, i'll withdraw myself

money money money.
please drop from the sky please.
god, please grant me with more cash.
i've got lorries of things to buy.
i'm planning well how to spend my money,
save save save, budget budget budget.
sounds like some aunties, but well
scrimp and save.
people just don't understand, shut up pls.

*The sun will shine one day, i believe.

i metup with her today.

i'd so much fun.

we wanted to go for an interview today, but somehow something just stopped us from doing so.

we decided to stay in this fcking company.

we caught a movie 'the orphanage'

i felt like wasting money in it, i didn't manage to watch the whole show.

bits by bits.

dinner out, chill, cam-whore, gossipping.

Meeting up again on the 4th, we'd so so so many things to buy.

my dear friend + colleague + shopping mates and all. "D

cheeros for her, Alicia Lee H.H

im still not feeling good.

we aren't still talking to each, i don't know what to do.

*hey, look at me.

today, the 23 march 2008.
was the worst day of my life. Just my luck i guess.
and its totally not my day.
Early in the morning, quarrelled with mum.
forgotten to bring out my phone.
dropped my Ipod, for the first time for goodness sake.
irritating customers i'd served for the whole day.
seeing all the black faces people had given me.
quarrelled with him, i gave him attitude, shouted at him in front of people.
i'm BAD, just because of some stupid small matters.
i'm short tempered, i'm childish, i'm stupid, i'm just being irritating.
i didn't know, i'm just.........
it wasn't his fault, its all with me. i'm being demanding &
I'M SO SORRY.
i never want you to walk out of my life, my friend.

*i'm sorry, my ♥

i wish i could just own this. :D

lets' imagine i've strike 4d and win $10,000.
i would donate 1/8 to charity, i mean it.

i would spend 1/4 of the rest, on clothes, bags, shoes, and all.

then i'd give 1/4 to my parents & family.

i shall save 1/4 of it, for any rainy days.

then i'll left with 1/8, i shall settle off my bills and all.

i would just wish for that.

god, give me money & i'd have a good life.

in this world, when u've no money you simply couldn't survive.

*hey, you would never know how i feel.

my daily essential ;

maybe its just time for me to leave this company and get something else
i guess i've work long enough.
or maybe its just my luck.

i don't know. i'm thinking as in alot.

i've been thinking alot.
about school, work, friends, you, money & my future.

i just do not know what to do with it.
i'm standing right infront if you din know.

i should have say, its all dreams
so please not wake me up.

god is laughing at me,for my stupidity.

i shall wait and see.
i'm not going to believe that its not going to happen.
just for once, please.
let me do.