Thursday, November 29, 2007


I'M TOTALLY WORN OUT.
i want to sleep for long.
never will i want to wake up, so that i won't feel tired.
i'm meeting my babe tomorrow! (:
and shopping spree with nicole! (:

i don't wanna work anymore,
i'm tired.
& i'm always .

okay, i always feel insatisfied in my life.
i've no idea too.
and i always think that time is short.
i need more time la, seriously.

stupid!
irritating !$#*%^$%!%^%&^?$€...


*是谁改变爱情原来的模样

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

i'm feeling cold.

im tired, no other word i can say.
just tired.

i'm emo nowadays.

Hahhh

go and die, shoot me!

*想听的话你说给了他,我的快乐从此蒸发。

Sunday, November 25, 2007

insomnia & rheumatism strucked on me.
sounds old, but it hurts and terrible

i can't sleep
i can't eat
i can't think

i'm burning hot now!

he asked alot of weird questions.
and i dont know what to say.

#$*#$*%$%)!(#$%%^*$@!!

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fuck off!

*爱不到我最想要爱的人
i seriously have no mood in doing everything or anything.

i've no mood to eat,
i've no mood to think,
i've no mood to do whatever,
i want to sleep, but i just couldnt get myself to sleep.
no sleep, no food.
i'm edgy.

tonight, i admit i'm emo.
damn.

i don't know, seriously.
i'm really tired
i only slept for 3 hours yesterday.
and when i see food, i seriously don't have the urge to get it in to my mouth.

i keep listening to the stupid song.

i know im worrying bout him.
but............

fuck off lah, i want sleep!

nights. head for bed now.

*悲剧猛向我追

Saturday, November 24, 2007

nice dayyyyy

i met up with besties today,
they got me surprise!
they bought cake for me, & celebrated my belated birthday
i was so shocked & stunned
i love them so much okay.
we went singing, everyone enjoyed !
I LOVE THEM BITS AND PIECES!

went to gary's friends bbq.
nice people there,
and i don't feel bored at all.
he did entertain me, his friends too (:
i feel sad for him, his leg....painful....

i'm going to temple someday, to pray hard hard. pray for family, friends, gary, and myself!

HAHA.

i can say, today is one of the best-est day.
i will remember today!

*我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错

Friday, November 23, 2007

i'll be skipping school tomorrow.
meeting my besties in the afternoon, meeting gary for his friend's bbq at night.
i want go pray pray in the morning . (:
i'm fully booked tomorrow.

i don't intend to go for the bbq actually,
but........
looks like end up i have to go.
and endure the boredom over there

alright, i'm so so so so tired.
so tired that no word could actually describe how i'm feeling now

fucking freckles, #$*%^!^$#*$%&#$^
no matter what kind of cream i use, loreal, garnier, bloody shit.
NO USE AH!
so frustrating, how i wish i could just skin that part out!
damn irritating!

psp has been left at a corner, i feel sad.
i shall play it tomorrow.

meeting my besties tomorrow, and hurray i miss them so much (:
i miss my girls also! when can i get to see them then ?

* All I see is a glow, You turn my life around.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

busy is just the word.

projects are piling up like a mountain. ):

busy with everything
i don't even have the time to sleep
i don't have time for my friends
it makes as if i've got no friend, that's pretty sad.

i'm so lazy to touch my psp nowadays.

i'm living in this world for good.
i'm living happily.
there's a reason for everyone to be born / live in this world, this is why god creates you.
live your life to the fullest
why bother to be sad, angry, hate or whatever you want call it.
when things get over, just leave it.
because i think since things are already over, what's the point of saying.
i see its useless anyway.

seriously,i've no idea why am i talking bout this tonight.

ey, craps.

need to get my job done before i head for bed.
nights !

*'Cause I like you just the way you are

Friday, November 16, 2007

metup with gary today for pizza
haven't been meeting him since don't know when (:
and i got to meet him today like last min.

haven't been sleeping well lately.
dark circles can been seen
sucks.

too many projects, too many assignments.
too lil' time
i can't finish it.

i wanna sleep well
i wanna rest
i wanna play
i wanna go out
i wanna shopping
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i'm tired.
bed now.
nights.

*你的道歉,已经弥补不了我的伤痛。

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i said its all over, Over OVer OVEr OVER!

since it was already over, so i don't think there's a need to apologise.
i see no point, i see its useless now.

there is always a saying : once a mirror breaks, no matter how you patch it back, you will still get to see the cracks.

time might heals everything, but it only heals the wound but left with the scar.
its the memories.
you can't ask me to forget just like this, it's easy as said.
it took a lifetime to erase off something from mind.

you can forget your actions, but i can't forget the way you acted.
it's not like computer or whatever where you can delete everything or every parts like you wished.

i'm a human!

i'm numb, i can't think anymore.
fuck off.

*就让我们的爱情走到此结束

Monday, November 12, 2007

lovely day

i want to study hard!
really ! i hope.
ive got so many projects, drives me nuts.

work tomorrow, work's fun!

i'm bored !

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

the stranger.

*想念让人痛苦自己。

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i screwed up 3 out of 3 tests.
sucks,
i always think that tomorrow will be a better day.
so i'm not thinking anymore.
trust me, tomorrow will be better.
i'm looking forward for my 'every tomorrow'.
that's makes me feel better & happier.

i've got a very nice day today.
i metup with my old colleagues, alicia, eshyuan & vanessa (:
they're awesome, nice people - i like. (:
we shopped for 3hours i think.
me and alicia got hair extension, cool.
i did blonde, & she did pink.
we spent ALOT todayy.
i want get my eyebrow trimmed!
we've got so many things to buy.
we've got so much things to chat about.
chatted, dinner, cam-whore, home.


*当我选择离开,你再也不是我的快乐

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

questions often came to my mind:
does love always include sex ?
how can trust be shown ?

stupidity kills everyone in the world.
everyone is stupid,
i'm stupid too.

afterall, is it respect & pride has to be thrown to one side?

i've no idea.
now and then, i realised i've no longer have feelings for you.
lets' be friends instead, or even let god do its job.
should fate be it or be it not.

so many things could happened just one night, no just an hour time.
im utterly disappointed & upset.
just few months or even days could change you into another person.
what else could i say.
shall it be.

today, i screwed up my test.
firstly, i've no mood to do. secondly, i dont feel quite well too.

i feel like crying, but i didn't.
because it doesn't worth at all.
i just feel numb, thats all.

i trust myself, it will be a better day tomorrow.

*用错的方式去爱你。

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

now then i realised, sometimes its really tough to find someone to talk to when you need them.
just this day, i felt very upset.
i'm looking for people who i can talk to.
but......
things are going to be fine. its easy as said.
well,

i feel so hurtful for don't know why
he did and said something so hurtful, just so unlike him
i felt so upset.
god knows why
i respect myself.
i've got my own pride.

i almost cried.
i feel like sleeping.
i feel like shouting out loud
i feel like jumping into the pool
i don't know what i want.
he's drunk.

fuck.
i'm so fucked up now.
i'm studying.
things are so messed up.
fuck.

i'm moody.
bye.

*我怀念的是争吵以后,还有爱你的冲动。

Friday, November 02, 2007

this year birthday seems to be so unlucky.
i fell sick, very very sick.
i lied in the hospital for 4hours with 3 bags of drips.
that's the worst thing happened in my life ever.
that was so painful, i tell you.
this year, i can only replace birthday cake with porridge.
oh fuck.
that's so terrible!

anyway, i insisted going out with my girls tonight.
(:

anyway, something bad happened to jinghua's psp.
it was like so what the fuck.
#!*$*%&#^!*#$#

i'd been lying on bed for don't know how many days.
i guess i've to get my butt move, and start on my revisions.
test is just next week,
work tomorrow.
damn!
i'm so lazy now.

wish myself get well soon.

*i promised to not to fall in love with a stranger.