Friday, August 31, 2007

i'm happyyyyy
metup with my joyjoy & jun!
so much laughters, yayyyys
some unglam photos of lijun made me & joce laughed like mad!
alright, she deleted away HAHA
saw so many ex-peicaians
i miss all the past
those during secondary school times
especially sec 1 & 2 (:
i've gotten it over
really over
it's over
i'm going to announce that it's all over
i'm really moving on with my life
though it's abit painful to let go, but out of no choice i still have to do so
i'm letting go, really letting go
it's ALL OVER

cleo says : the happier you are being single, the more likely you are to find your ideal relationship.
yes im happy! im happy! haha

going back peicai tomorrow, and i can get to see alot of peeps!
yayyyyys

pictures will do the ending.





*虽然命运爱开玩笑,但是真心和真心一定会遇到。


Thursday, August 30, 2007

yayness, i'm meeting my joyjoy tomorrow k.....
so much yays!
like it'd been quite sometimes since i last seen her
awww, and i can't wait to see her tomorrow, yayyyys

i've been working & working
& i'm not thinking of him, i really don't
slowly, time heals everything
slowly, i'm leaving him & he's leaving me too
slowly, we will move on with our life
slowly, things will be so much different
time will slowly stop me from thinking of you
so well, in the end, we're just a passerby to each.
& i swear, you'll never be forgotten
i'll move on with life.

alright, i've actually forgotten what i want to blog.

friday! i meeting my girlfriends & secondary school peeps in school.
i miss them all
so much yays!

*如果不让眼泪流下,就好像没那么悲伤。

Saturday, August 25, 2007

我只能保持沉默。

25th august, is my grandpa's death anniversary
is also tek's birthday.

i miss my grandpa.
i really do, & i really wish i would be able to see him again
even in my dreams, i wouldn't mind
come back, grandpa ):
i really miss you badly. very badly.....

chatting with tek, YY & jing.
kill all my boredom, & miss them all
i miss my girlfriends
i have so many people to miss

i will move on with life
i wouldn't want to think 'bout it again
it's sad, very sad
you're all that i care

i've no idea what i should do, really.

give me more time, time i need you
aiya, don't know la.
kill me, stab me, bang me, cut me - make me disappear from this stuckup world

我只好假装我不爱你了。
*空气里,只剩下我一个难过。

Friday, August 24, 2007

老天,救救我!

just 1 day, so many things can happen.
so high in the morning, but was extremely down in the evening

last night, i was just trying my luck
i messaged him
early in the morning, he replied me! he really did, and i swear i wasn't dreaming
he really did!
he's in new zealand now
new zealand, on holidays.
will be back to singapore in a week or two
so well, he has been busy flying all around the places
i told him things i wanted to say for long
you're all that matters, & i really miss you. ireallydo.......

evening time,
a irritating, stuck-up, fucked up customer came and ruined me & jacky's mood
no idea who's fault was it, i beared the consequences.
money flying off
i don't feel good, i really don't

i feel so much like crying
i'm in a very bad mood now
leave me alone. bye!

*在一步,就看见爱迷路
我还可以爱你吗?

Thursday, August 23, 2007

say bye to EMO

i'm happy i'm happy
god knows why.
just out of sudden, i feel so happy
maybe it's because i chatted with old friends today?
lol
& i can see alot of couples formed in august.
that's good!
& sweet.

30th, i'm looking forward to meet my old friends
joyjoy, jun & ginaaaa! miss them can

i started to dislike working, i'm so lazy & tired of working.

i want to meetup with my old friends
i want to meetup with my long-lost sister, melisa
i want to meetup with alot alot of friendssss

out of sudden, i just want to stay like what i'm now.
i'm happy now, really happy
no trouble. no headaches , no nothing.
i love the way it is now.

*再也不能回到那些美好时光

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

watched secret with gladys & jh
was a nice show indeed, but was rather confusing
but well, still nice
jay is handsome can
& the girl is pretty

& great for jh!
SHE'S IN LOVE, SO MUCH LOVES NOW!
AND I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR HER (:
谈恋爱的女人最幸福
单身的女人也可以很幸福!!

my sept schedule is rather packed
so busy with outings & workings
book me faster before my roster is planned
& i don't like him ! i really don't like him
i find him so GL & irritating now
talk to him, i will DL
& i've no one i like now! yayys
my dream is to become prettyyyyyy,
god, fulfill my dream.
meeting my joy joy & gina soon! yippeeee

*如果相信爱是感动的最远处,那时幸福就会满足让爱更清楚

Monday, August 20, 2007

i'd a dream last night, a very SWEET one
i'd fall in love with the guy whom i'd dreamt 'bout
his backview & everything
but i seriously have no idea who is he
he just look so farmiliar to me
but sad thing was, i'd forgotten his looks but i remembered his backview & his bodybuild & his hands
was a very sweet & nice dream though, i hoped i could continue the dream tonight (:

watched rush hours 3 with family
was a nice show i can say (:
had a wonderful dinner tonight with family & relatives
& guess i've to do my crutches & situps
was a wonderful & nice trip today

' secret ' with besties, gladys & jh tomorrow
gym with gladys on coming sunday
i'm so into english songs nowadays
2 suntanning sessions with alicia & shihui on sept
1 bbq night with ex-canoemates

& good to say, i'm not thinking anymore!
i've move on with life, & take things easy
right, i put everything right behind me now
& continue to walk on
so i would say, good life i've got with family & friends around me (:

alright, i'm gonna turn in soon
i wanna meetup with my dream guy! i wanna meet him again :D

*好好的爱我,不要让一个人承受

Sunday, August 19, 2007

bye happy, hello anger

when i happened to be in a good mood, people just like to piss me off
& seriously i just don't understand why
maybe god wants me to be emo?
hah
and HEY! im tired of my life cannnnn
really tired, and i really am
suck it, can i like wash my hands off everything
& i'm really very tired alreadyyyyy
can someone just stab me, bang me, kill me or whatever it is
people just brought up the fire, & anger filled me up
i seriously no mood now
don't know what to blog
BYE!

*思念却很长。

Friday, August 17, 2007

goodbye EMO

had ktv session with gladys & jh
was a great & emo one
our theme today was 'emo songs'
so we dedicated all emo songss, really emo
almost cried, but well we didn't still

now i believe & realise that, when loves one
you wish to be with him/her
& a rejection can makes a person fall hard
an acceptance can make it worthwhile

3 of us had heart to heart talk today
we vented our frustrations & EMOs on ktv session today
& for the rest of the days, i'll TRY not to be EMO!
after heart-to-heart talk with 'em, i really came to realise that sometimes i've to put things down in order to move on with life
& i'm really gonna put it down
i'll put it in my memories, & i really do
& of course i'll miss those & but i'm not going to get emo over that anymore
he's really nice & sweet, so somehow i didn't regret knowing him
& i do hope he will be back someday, even be a normal friend will be fine
and i knew i didn't fall for the wrong person
and yep, i'll still miss him & i really am

jh also has an emo side
no doubt, nothing works out for us
we're still under fat girl's curse, damnit

now, is the Him
*hide the love
& i'm not gonna think of that, it's tiring
i'll let god do the part, & wash my hands off

goodbye emo, hello happy
but emo is my style (:

*因为太了解,所以很伤心。

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

bluesssss;

went for dental today, and it sucks.
ulcers getting more and more.

sentosa trip yesterday;
was a bored one
left early with girls; and headed shopping with wani
was badly burnt rarr
but sun-tanning was a nice one

ktv session with my besties; jh & gladys on friday (:
and i want catch fireworks on friday tooooo. wish me luck

i'm happy for Nic
finally, her efforts are paid off
waited for so long and what she'd done for him,
i'm happy for her. really happy
see that they're happily together, i'm happy for them too(:
all the best to them then.
lovesss;
**what i can do is just to look at you from far & hide my love.
**that's what i wil do for myself & for you.

i'm tired.
nothing else to say.
blue again.

*一个人只有一颗心,只能爱一个人。

Monday, August 13, 2007


its raining right now.
i kept staring at the sky, and yesss i'm emo now.
suddenly i've the urge to find someone to talk to, but i've no idea who should i talk to.
i've no idea what to say
alot of things . . .
and . . .
i just feel so giddy right now
very emo, very very emo, super emo.
i keep listening to the same song, repeating and repeating again
i miss the days.
when i needed people to talk to, and i'm sure that you were there.
and i'm not afraid.
but now, it's different. no longer same as before
i'm afraid.
heart fell.
突然觉得心很重

i just want to work work work
i want to occupy myself with lotsa stuff, and to stop me from getting emo
i don't want to think.
I'm REALLY EMO TONIGHT
even i myself have no idea why am i so emo tonight

i'm a FOOL
somebody, blow my blues away pleaseeee.
i told jacky 'bout HIM.
and yes i got emo after that.
pretty sad. haha
but well, i'm still fine.

i'm going sentosa tomorrow.
whenever i'm down, i will head to beach.
this time round, reason same.
so i will sort everything out in my mind
and at the same time, i'm having class gathering.
have fun & cheer myself up (:

想你有时会缺氧,嘴角自觉上扬, 胸口微微的发烫。
这是不是幸福的症状?

Friday, August 10, 2007

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧
无法移动的梦想
就算没有人鼓掌
我也不会受伤

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
胸口微微得发烫
不知不觉又缺氧

Thursday, August 09, 2007

HAPPY!
give me a loud hailer and i'm going to announce to the whole world that i'm HAPPY!

working was GREAT!
josh kept doing stupid things and made me laugh non-stop for the whole day.
like tie-ing his hair, and the face he made when i interrupted his sneezing
DAMN FUNNY cannnnn xDDD

okay, i can't stop laughing!
and they cheered me up like somehow. (:
i started to have the motivation to go to work
ahah

i missed fireworks.
rarrr.

i'm happy today!

and i'm talking to him now.
and gotta start mugging soon

take care peeps, HAVE FUN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!


oc presentation ; formal wear

*没有期望就不会有失望

Monday, August 06, 2007

boo
nice day i've got today
screwed up my IT & environmental science tests
gonna fail for both, die cannnn
great!
metup with mum & bro at SGH?
haha, then off to chinatown for lunch & shopping.
a fruitful trip today (:
we ate non-stop, enjoying life.
was like super full, i skipped my dinner :/

i've got mood to clear & pack my table
yesss, once in a blue moon.
good mood i'm today

mp4's earpiece was dead.
i've to go down to Sim Lim Square someday to get my mp4's earpiece done :/
only they have it there, if not i wouldn't have bother
and i can see my money is flying.
pocket burnt:(

alright, i'm gonna mug hard on structural mechanics, BTM & CADstudio.
wish me luck (:

i'm not thinking of you
b'cause i don't see you there anymore


bestie; gladys

bestie ; Jinghua

*有选择的人往往不懂得珍惜

Saturday, August 04, 2007

today was fine. mood was pretty good
god knows why
but, i'm tired today.

stupid bro, bought a psp. damn
HAHA
i want to get one for myself also
i want levi's watch~!
and i'm eyeing on m)phosis's jumper!

monday is my doom day.
exams start, and i have yet to start on my revision - like fuck.
metup with my girls last night.
was a great one
though only metup them for awhile, but still i got to see them
lovessss;
good luck for your matches; is all i can say (:

the rockers ; HAHAHA super punk, damn

*我有多么渴望抓住你的心

Thursday, August 02, 2007

i'm angry!
anger filled me up.
like wtF cannnnn :/
you're in a bad mood or whatever, yet you vent frustration on me.
as if i was in the wrong!
and, i kept quiet. like *%#^&*!!!
eh whatever la whatever.
i'm not going to bother you, neither i will go and talk to you.
is like eh WHAT THE F**K CANNNNNN
you're sick, i showed concern.
you're injured, and i care
you're in a bad mood, i let you vent your frustration
but yet you're like so bloody ridiculous la!
hah, funny.
F**K off cann. irritating.
alright, i should've stop my emo-ing.
damn emo at night.
all because of gladys, she sang what stupid emo songs out of sudden.
made me so damn bloody emo.
okay, metup with gladys & jh
cam-whoring! lovesss;
will post up more pictures soon.


besties;;

不用陪我走到最后,我承担不起你的承诺。

i'm bored.


wish me luck for my presentation.
LUCK LUCK!
i'm gonna die on that :/
alright, whatever.

did my CIP today with nic, at national library like finally and so last min.
haha, was rather bored.
then alvin came. haha nic high!
i'm the big lightbulb, yes.

im just bored, i've no idea what should i do.
what should i blog either.
oh fuck, i'm blue today :/
okay, like whatever.

he's sick. sick sick sick.
i dont know what to do.
everything was like so - , i also dont know what to do.
get well soon. (:






; i kept it silent.

只有天知道我有多么爱你。

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

lalalalalalala.

i've done my presentation like finally.
alright, gonna complete my CIP tomorrow like so last min cannnn.7hrs at one shot, can dieeee.
sian.
boring life i've got.-
shopping today with my shopping mate, nic
we kept tempting each other to buy this to buy that.
ended up we spent like almost $100 over for today's shopping trip :/
i don't wanna waste anymore moneyyyyyy... stop tempting me!
eh, but i still got things have yet to buy!
sucks cannnnnn.
i'm looking forward for holidays.
malaysia trip and chalet/bbq with classmates; lovesss xD

i'm worried, b'cause i care for you.
and i want you to know that i CARE for you la!
why why why.
why am i so stupid & dumb in the beginning.
not showing interest in you in the past, can i just bang the wall and die? RARR!
i can't stop thinkinggggg.
get well soon (:



stand by me <3

是受罪也好听听你哭诉