24 august 2006, 4pm reached home.
im sad. i saw you lying on bed each day getting bad to worst each day.
i just couldnt help myself.
tears kept rolling down my cheeks
i sat beside your bed and remembered the past, the memories we ever had.
i missed you so much.
i want you to rest peacefully promise me~ <3
i wont cry in front of you, i wont increase the burden
do take care of yourself
i promise you i will take good care of myself and i wont let you down
for all the past, you had been tolerating my naive-ness, my rude-ness, my everything.
sorry for that. although i knew that its too late but i still cherish the times when im young and you accompanied me all the way until now
i will be the STRONG girl that i always be in your heart.
i love you.
to my dearest and greatest grandfather. <3>
this is not a joke. sighs

weets haven been updating for days. well, im back again! i know you guys missed me xD
hmm lets see. what'd happened this few days
haha its been fun days afterall. whatever had happened this few days were so damn funny and retarded lah.
hmm i shall introduce someone to you people. her name is AH COCK! (jingwen) haha a good friend of birddrick ( thats me -.-) we have been so birdy and cocky recently. ahahaha AH COCK ! sEE I BLOGGED ABOUT YOU!
hahaha yeah lah. was so retarded on wednesday lah! haha i was being pulled to boys' toilets after physics by CLARENCE HO , VINCENT and the GIRLS. ended up all released their hands at the same time and i landed on my BUTT. thanks to you guys, i got a red butt! o.O while i got up, and noone wanted to give me a helping hand well guess what! i lose balance and banged the wall. tsK! how pathetic. see~ all are heartless, didnt even want to lend a hand instead they were laughing away haha so do i lah. hehe damn funny lor.
after awhile, i realised someone drew a stroke on my sleeves! EH, i damn pathetic on that day lah. ZzZ .
lets see what happened on thursday. OH! i shant not missed out the most important parts. "I MISSED YOUR CUTE PIGGY FACE!" ah mao you should get what i mean! hehehe how loving awww! hahahaha....it spreaded somehow superb fast just within 5 mins. WAHAHA. faster than the media. good! next time our class can be the best reporters out of all! ahaha.
haha me and my AH COCK (jingwen) were so guailan to say each other so xia lan! haha. guai lan and xia lan lah. this is what we'd been doing this few days ahahaha!! it may sounded abit vulgar but its too funny !
today! hahahaha. something happened. so GL, XL, A, B, C and D !! hahahahahah~ damn freaking funny. what happened during maths lessons was that me and jingwen kept giving the "what the hell" fAce! -.- ahahaha! like maple dont it ? lol! and we were like so guai lan lah. LOL! hahaha most funniest of the day. after recess, me and jingwen were too lazy to change our pe attire. just in case mrs toh and mr ng caught us and give a demerit points. we pretended we wore skirts. and we were like covering here and there but just the front part our backview can see that we were wearing pe shorts ahahaha. we used bags to cover here and there. both of us were like laughing like some siao cha bor! omg. hahaha
after sch we went to have our lunch cum dinner. we sat at a round table. so stupid and we were harrassed by some stupid bees~ hahahhaa damn paiiseh lah but haha freaking funny!! tsk~ bth. LOL!
topic of the day : GL, XL, A, B, C and D !! and 'what the hell' face -.- ahaha!

take care and enjoy your days xD

hello everyone! happy belated national day! xD

haha. Zzz

anyway came here to update my blog although i knew noone will read it ?
LOL

haha yeah
yesterday went to marina square with _______. so dorts. jing they all came to "spy" mE!!
haha went to catch a movie 'click' . and eventually we got the same row as them -.-
just that they were two seats away from us. so dorts. they keep observing us RIGHT jING!
even when we taken the wrong seats they also know.damn paiiseh lah.
haha ok. after our movie, walked around, went to see fireworks.alamak, is like damn many people lah. so kiasu... still got people carried chairs. ZZ dont you think it seemed like a JAY CHOU's concert LOL.. ok then it ended up the fireworks started at the side. -.-
anyway its romantic lah. xD very nice. after fireworks, we waited the crowd to move away. so we bought an ice cream each, and sat at the staircase and enjoyed our ice-creams. then we headed to bugis. supposedly we wanted to walk to orchard. uh hur, he forgotten the route. ( advice: next time when you guys are out in somewhere where you're not farmiliar with, please bring along a map)
we walked to bugis, its quite near though,because we just followed the crowd. xD
walked here and there just to find a next 51 busstop though i know that where the actual busstop is. however there're too many people well.our aim is to find the previous busstop! its like walking throughout the whole singapore lah lol. dont you find it farnie duh. all the while we were just talking non-stop. talked and joked and crap-ed and laughed. haha. finally we decided to go to the busstop i usually get home from bugis. yeah. he sent me home how nice! xD ok ! stop! lol. reach-ed home around 11 plus. after that conference with mao, rong and jing chatted till 1 plus. yawns~

afterall, its a fun day!

i have to start mugging now. how sAd. no more hero ok! no waY!! 2 more months left. got back my chinese results. im so unsatisfied haiix well. let it be. i shall spend the rest of the time on other subjects dont you think so, peeps? haha

anyway i shall go study see you guys around ya

take care and enjoy your days xD

hey people,
this post is specially written to wanrong~ the dua kingkong ! xD
ah lee wan rong ah wan lee rong~ LOL
不要 sAd ok ? ah chia here to cheer you up !
BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE !






<-------------- smile like this
xD












ah rong ah , ah rong
LOL
dont sAd ok~ be happy
if you need tissue, i can spare you one.
if you need a shoulder, i can lend you mine.
if you need a listening ear, i will be the one.
hehe
sweet hor. dont too touched ok ?
hey what're friends for right
so cheer up and chill~
haha surprise for you!!! xD



take care and enjoy your days xD

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂

我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情教会我们都放不下

people read this and you will find how sweet it is. awww! xD


to my dearest;
i just want to make things simple
this is what i'm gonna tell you and it comes from the bottom of my heart.
if you're asking if i need you, my answer is Forever
if you're asking if i'll leave you, my answer is Never
if you're asking what i value, my answer is You
if you're asking if i love you, my answer is I DO
I love when my heart smiles, but the best of all, it smiles because of you.
and i really mean it i hope you do.
i promised to love you with heart and soul,
to care for you and willing to sacrifice no matter what,
noone can ever knock us down.
i promised i will never leave you and so do you.
now i just wanna make it clear and simple.
I LOVE YOU
it may seems to be simple 1 sentence, 8 letters and 3 words. but the meaning meant alot.

omg~ very sweet right LOL. how i wish my boyfriend will say that to me someday~ so romantic~

take care and enjoy your days xD !

hmmm lets see
i have 3 days din update my blog haha
ok shall sumarise what's going on
hmmm
well almost everyday is the same isnt it
after school dnt~ yawns
hmm go home
two choices - hero ?
- study ?
hahaha. this 3 days hero-ing and studying ok~
lol im not slacking lalala
sighs dnt ah dnt
when am i going to finish it?
bear with it!!
5 more months to go~ chill chill! xD
and i can get all out of my mind! YeaH!!
going to sleep soon !

take care and enjoy your days xD
dont miss me~