If one day you notice we haven't talked in a while,

it's not because I don't care anymore. It's because you pushed me away.

at times, i pretend i know nothing.
at times, i dontknow wtf i want.

you make it hard for breathing.

" Time" the great healer .

somehow, someway i've got to choose, got to choose no matter it's win or lose - 98degress, why are we still friends.

i was held up high enough to reach the sky,
but now,
i think i'm falling..
anytime, i might just fall right to the ground.
could you not...?

some friendships can be bothered to salvage,
but some just don't.
afterall, you know some friends that come into your life
they really bother you, listen you out and standby you.
but i always told myself, they come and go.
but why not make the effort to make them stay longer.
noone loves to lose friends anyway.
however, it still takes 2 hands to clap.


when you came into my life, and i thought 'hey, you know, this could be something' - boys like girls.

why do i feel that the karma is gonna hit me like anytime soon.
i can sense that it's knocking on my door already.
it's accumulating and getting stronger.
i can't breathe, too much of karmas

And that's why it's hard to just be friends with you- 98degrees, why are we still friends.

fml or what.

this is so fucked up
i've never been so down with luck before.
seriously, hits 101% of bad luck.
i think i better stay at home these few days.
in case, when i get out of my house
i get knock down by cars.
i get hit by flowerpot on the head.
i get fined by NEA.
or maybe i should stop doing any stuffs.
in case, i got chocked while eating.
or whatever.
what's with the world,
and what's with karma.

and sometimes i don't understand why people like to gain the credits so much.

and HELL, ALL THESE ARE FUCKING TIRING LA!
and yet, i didn't make any single sound.

have you forgiven me yet?

‘If only’, these must be the 2 saddest and pathetic words in the world.

Regret is often felt when one feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt. I pondered, what exactly makes one having regrets for life – regret of inactions maybe.We had so many inactions in life, but what exactly it is to create such a big impact on us.

Would you choose to have a life full of mistakes or a heart full of regrets?

Regret hurts like hell, everyone wishes to forget. Sometimes it just hurt so much that we might have forgotten who we are. It often makes one live in the past and tend to forget about moving forward. How pathetic it is, and how strong regrets can be.

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.

And I guess I’ve seen more than enough.

some words are just meant to be left unsaid.

-“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”

the more i look at it, the more i want it.

i wish i could own it, like so badly.

i gonna get one like soon.

if only i could.

Regret not trying, or not regret trying.

i asked myself.

i keep pondering,

till now i get no answers.

i remembered there was once i fell damn hard.

but i've no idea have i gotten up yet.

now & then, i still think bout it.

the past, that time.

i don't know what to say bout my life.

should i say it's happening, or should i say it's like shit.

ohwell.

school tomorrow, fyp undone.

reports undone -FML

feels like having a stick now, so badly.

forget it.

mom isn't home yet, i'vent seen her for 3 days.

noone's in the wrong. love is freedom, don't it?

FML

the november rain got me so relunctant.

just wanna sleep it off.

sleep it off.

i'm sorry, i'm such a bitch.

such a bitch.

when things are gone, you realised how good/nice they're.

and how much they worth to you.

and now i know.

at least in my dreams let me take my time and reminisce

“Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more than angry words.”

sometimes it's better to keep mum about it.

deep down, we all know whats it.

but we just continue to walk..., and carry on...

FOL
babe, you know what that means :D

Not gonna lie or even try

you've got my wheel spinning

and i ain't the one to shoot the gun

'cause that means you will be winning

I love you too much, it shows

all my emotions go out of control

good for you, bad for me

when i can hardly see from the tears that flow.

Can't forget to breathe slow

count one to ten with my eyes closed

'cause ladies take it in and get composure

before i lose it get composure.

Somebody better hold me back

you're lucky, i know how to act

so lucky i ain't gonna attack - Breathe Slow

she said - what're my regrets?

Not sinking with the sun everytime it sets - BLOGSECRETS

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through,

I don't know how long I'll be. " -Love, me.

Happy birthday to ME.