Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Saturday, January 09, 2010
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
I could escape.
and all i hear is raindrops - officially missing you.
Friday, January 01, 2010
the last teens of life.
again, thats how time flies.
the start of 2010 wasn't that bad.
the graduating year in polytechnic
the piles and piles of reports and projects
7 weeks of holy attachments
living with guilts and regrets
got myself moved on
grew stronger than before
got myself into deepest shits of all
never knew i will fall into this kind situation
life becoming more dramatic
seeing the real meaning of fate
making more and worst mistakes than before
accumlated more karmas
becoming more sinful.
got myself a navel piercing
had a very very unhealthy lifestyle
sounds like i did nothing good.
but, the most happening year in my whole 19 years.
2010, the last teens of life.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
somehow, someway i've got to choose, got to choose no matter it's win or lose - 98degress, why are we still friends.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
i think i'm falling..
anytime, i might just fall right to the ground.
could you not...?
Monday, December 14, 2009
but some just don't.
afterall, you know some friends that come into your life
they really bother you, listen you out and standby you.
but i always told myself, they come and go.
but why not make the effort to make them stay longer.
noone loves to lose friends anyway.
however, it still takes 2 hands to clap.
when you came into my life, and i thought 'hey, you know, this could be something' - boys like girls.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
i can sense that it's knocking on my door already.
it's accumulating and getting stronger.
i can't breathe, too much of karmas
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Thursday, December 03, 2009
fml or what.
i've never been so down with luck before.
seriously, hits 101% of bad luck.
i think i better stay at home these few days.
in case, when i get out of my house
i get knock down by cars.
i get hit by flowerpot on the head.
i get fined by NEA.
or maybe i should stop doing any stuffs.
in case, i got chocked while eating.
what's with the world,
and what's with karma.
and sometimes i don't understand why people like to gain the credits so much.
and HELL, ALL THESE ARE FUCKING TIRING LA!
and yet, i didn't make any single sound.
have you forgiven me yet?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
‘If only’, these must be the 2 saddest and pathetic words in the world.
Regret is often felt when one feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt. I pondered, what exactly makes one having regrets for life – regret of inactions maybe.We had so many inactions in life, but what exactly it is to create such a big impact on us.
Would you choose to have a life full of mistakes or a heart full of regrets?
Regret hurts like hell, everyone wishes to forget. Sometimes it just hurt so much that we might have forgotten who we are. It often makes one live in the past and tend to forget about moving forward. How pathetic it is, and how strong regrets can be.
Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.
And I guess I’ve seen more than enough.
some words are just meant to be left unsaid.
-“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”