Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Sunday, January 17, 2010


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

If i walk, could you run
If i stop, would you come
If i say you were the one, would you believe me
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way
tell me what to say, so you wont leave me

asher book - try

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Thursday, January 07, 2010

you pushed me away.

Are you here because you need someone, or because you need me?


Tuesday, January 05, 2010

I thought that from this heartache,
I could escape.

and all i hear is raindrops - officially missing you.

Friday, January 01, 2010

the last teens of life.

2009 ended with a blast.
again, thats how time flies.
the start of 2010 wasn't that bad.

the graduating year in polytechnic
the piles and piles of reports and projects
7 weeks of holy attachments
living with guilts and regrets
got myself moved on
grew stronger than before
got myself into deepest shits of all
never knew i will fall into this kind situation
life becoming more dramatic
seeing the real meaning of fate
making more and worst mistakes than before
accumlated more karmas
becoming more sinful.
got myself a navel piercing
had a very very unhealthy lifestyle

sounds like i did nothing good.
but, the most happening year in my whole 19 years.

2010, the last teens of life.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

If one day you notice we haven't talked in a while,
it's not because I don't care anymore. It's because you pushed me away.

Monday, December 28, 2009

at times, i pretend i know nothing.
at times, i dontknow wtf i want.

you make it hard for breathing.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

" Time" the great healer .

somehow, someway i've got to choose, got to choose no matter it's win or lose - 98degress, why are we still friends.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i was held up high enough to reach the sky,
but now,
i think i'm falling..
anytime, i might just fall right to the ground.
could you not...?

Monday, December 14, 2009

some friendships can be bothered to salvage,
but some just don't.
afterall, you know some friends that come into your life
they really bother you, listen you out and standby you.
but i always told myself, they come and go.
but why not make the effort to make them stay longer.
noone loves to lose friends anyway.
however, it still takes 2 hands to clap.

when you came into my life, and i thought 'hey, you know, this could be something' - boys like girls.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

why do i feel that the karma is gonna hit me like anytime soon.
i can sense that it's knocking on my door already.
it's accumulating and getting stronger.
i can't breathe, too much of karmas

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

And that's why it's hard to just be friends with you- 98degrees, why are we still friends.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

fml or what.

this is so fucked up
i've never been so down with luck before.
seriously, hits 101% of bad luck.
i think i better stay at home these few days.
in case, when i get out of my house
i get knock down by cars.
i get hit by flowerpot on the head.
i get fined by NEA.
or maybe i should stop doing any stuffs.
in case, i got chocked while eating.
or whatever.
what's with the world,
and what's with karma.

and sometimes i don't understand why people like to gain the credits so much.

and yet, i didn't make any single sound.

have you forgiven me yet?

Sunday, November 29, 2009

‘If only’, these must be the 2 saddest and pathetic words in the world.

Regret is often felt when one feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt. I pondered, what exactly makes one having regrets for life – regret of inactions maybe.We had so many inactions in life, but what exactly it is to create such a big impact on us.

Would you choose to have a life full of mistakes or a heart full of regrets?

Regret hurts like hell, everyone wishes to forget. Sometimes it just hurt so much that we might have forgotten who we are. It often makes one live in the past and tend to forget about moving forward. How pathetic it is, and how strong regrets can be.

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.

And I guess I’ve seen more than enough.

some words are just meant to be left unsaid.

-“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

the more i look at it, the more i want it.
i wish i could own it, like so badly.
i gonna get one like soon.
if only i could.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Regret not trying, or not regret trying.
i asked myself.

i keep pondering,
till now i get no answers.

i remembered there was once i fell damn hard.
but i've no idea have i gotten up yet.
now & then, i still think bout it.
the past, that time.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

i don't know what to say bout my life.
should i say it's happening, or should i say it's like shit.
school tomorrow, fyp undone.
reports undone -FML

feels like having a stick now, so badly.
forget it.

mom isn't home yet, i'vent seen her for 3 days.

noone's in the wrong. love is freedom, don't it?

Thursday, November 19, 2009


the november rain got me so relunctant.
just wanna sleep it off.
sleep it off.
i'm sorry, i'm such a bitch.
such a bitch.

when things are gone, you realised how good/nice they're.
and how much they worth to you.
and now i know.