Sun will Shine.

2010-01-20T23:32:00.001+08:00

www.tickthetock.tumblr.com

2010-01-17T15:56:00.001+08:00

DON'T GIVE ME THAT KIND OF FUCKING LOOK!

2010-01-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

If i walk, could you run

If i stop, would you come

If i say you were the one, would you believe me

If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way

tell me what to say, so you wont leave me

asher book - try

2010-01-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yb4-KLQHF_Y&feature=related

asher book - try.

2010-01-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

you pushed me away.

Are you here because you need someone, or because you need me?

bye

2010-01-05T23:10:00.001+08:00

I thought that from this heartache,
I could escape.

and all i hear is raindrops - officially missing you.

the last teens of life.

2010-01-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

2009 ended with a blast.
again, thats how time flies.
the start of 2010 wasn't that bad.

2009...
the graduating year in polytechnic
the piles and piles of reports and projects
7 weeks of holy attachments
living with guilts and regrets
got myself moved on
grew stronger than before
got myself into deepest shits of all
never knew i will fall into this kind situation
life becoming more dramatic
seeing the real meaning of fate
making more and worst mistakes than before
accumlated more karmas
becoming more sinful.
got myself a navel piercing
had a very very unhealthy lifestyle

sounds like i did nothing good.
but, the most happening year in my whole 19 years.

2010, the last teens of life.

2009-12-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

If one day you notice we haven't talked in a while,

it's not because I don't care anymore. It's because you pushed me away.

2009-12-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

at times, i pretend i know nothing.
at times, i dontknow wtf i want.

you make it hard for breathing.

2009-12-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

" Time" the great healer .

somehow, someway i've got to choose, got to choose no matter it's win or lose - 98degress, why are we still friends.

2009-12-16T00:17:00.001+08:00

i was held up high enough to reach the sky,
but now,
i think i'm falling..
anytime, i might just fall right to the ground.
could you not...?

2009-12-14T12:55:00.004+08:00

some friendships can be bothered to salvage,
but some just don't.
afterall, you know some friends that come into your life
they really bother you, listen you out and standby you.
but i always told myself, they come and go.
but why not make the effort to make them stay longer.
noone loves to lose friends anyway.
however, it still takes 2 hands to clap.

when you came into my life, and i thought 'hey, you know, this could be something' - boys like girls.

2009-12-10T13:21:00.001+08:00

why do i feel that the karma is gonna hit me like anytime soon.
i can sense that it's knocking on my door already.
it's accumulating and getting stronger.
i can't breathe, too much of karmas

2009-12-09T12:44:00.003+08:00

And that's why it's hard to just be friends with you- 98degrees, why are we still friends.

fml or what.

2009-12-03T16:36:00.004+08:00

this is so fucked up
i've never been so down with luck before.
seriously, hits 101% of bad luck.
i think i better stay at home these few days.
in case, when i get out of my house
i get knock down by cars.
i get hit by flowerpot on the head.
i get fined by NEA.
or maybe i should stop doing any stuffs.
in case, i got chocked while eating.
or whatever.
what's with the world,
and what's with karma.

and sometimes i don't understand why people like to gain the credits so much.

and HELL, ALL THESE ARE FUCKING TIRING LA!
and yet, i didn't make any single sound.

have you forgiven me yet?

2009-11-29T14:58:00.001+08:00

‘If only’, these must be the 2 saddest and pathetic words in the world.

Regret is often felt when one feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt. I pondered, what exactly makes one having regrets for life – regret of inactions maybe.We had so many inactions in life, but what exactly it is to create such a big impact on us.

Would you choose to have a life full of mistakes or a heart full of regrets?

Regret hurts like hell, everyone wishes to forget. Sometimes it just hurt so much that we might have forgotten who we are. It often makes one live in the past and tend to forget about moving forward. How pathetic it is, and how strong regrets can be.

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.

And I guess I’ve seen more than enough.

some words are just meant to be left unsaid.

-“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”

2009-11-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

the more i look at it, the more i want it.

i wish i could own it, like so badly.

i gonna get one like soon.

if only i could.

2009-11-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

Regret not trying, or not regret trying.

i asked myself.

i keep pondering,

till now i get no answers.

i remembered there was once i fell damn hard.

but i've no idea have i gotten up yet.

now & then, i still think bout it.

the past, that time.

2009-11-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

i don't know what to say bout my life.

should i say it's happening, or should i say it's like shit.

ohwell.

school tomorrow, fyp undone.

reports undone -FML

feels like having a stick now, so badly.

forget it.

mom isn't home yet, i'vent seen her for 3 days.

noone's in the wrong. love is freedom, don't it?

FML

2009-11-19T21:40:00.006+08:00

the november rain got me so relunctant.

just wanna sleep it off.

sleep it off.

i'm sorry, i'm such a bitch.

such a bitch.

when things are gone, you realised how good/nice they're.

and how much they worth to you.

and now i know.

2009-11-18T01:07:00.001+08:00

at least in my dreams let me take my time and reminisce

2009-11-16T13:34:00.001+08:00

“Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more than angry words.”

2009-11-14T01:16:00.003+08:00

sometimes it's better to keep mum about it.

deep down, we all know whats it.

but we just continue to walk..., and carry on...

FOL
babe, you know what that means :D

2009-11-10T19:46:00.003+08:00

Not gonna lie or even try

you've got my wheel spinning

and i ain't the one to shoot the gun

'cause that means you will be winning

I love you too much, it shows

all my emotions go out of control

good for you, bad for me

when i can hardly see from the tears that flow.

Can't forget to breathe slow

count one to ten with my eyes closed

'cause ladies take it in and get composure

before i lose it get composure.

Somebody better hold me back

you're lucky, i know how to act

so lucky i ain't gonna attack - Breathe Slow

2009-11-08T16:12:00.001+08:00

she said - what're my regrets?

Not sinking with the sun everytime it sets - BLOGSECRETS

2009-11-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through,

I don't know how long I'll be. " -Love, me.

2009-11-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to ME.

2009-10-30T00:38:00.001+08:00

'I can't let go of you, cause that would mean letting go of all the memories as well, and I like those memories.' - blogsecrets

2009-10-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

If i were to fall, remember to pick me up.

2009-10-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

Wish I was dreaming but its real

when I open up my eyes

Let me tell you how it feels

So tell me how you feel

Are you for real?

Do you still think of me

Do you dream of me at night?

2009-10-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

hahaha this is what smokers do when they can't smoke.

and they tempted themselves.

and doing stupid things.

.amy fendi tan™ says:

dun tempt ourselves liao

stop stop STOP

chia says:

hahahaha

.amy fendi tan™ says:

haha

chia says:

BTH AH

smoke

go smoke leh

.amy fendi tan™ says:

smoke die us

chia says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

.amy fendi tan™ says:

hahahaha

cb la

smoke ur head

hahahaha

CONTROL

.amy fendi tan™ says:

oei

wa lau eh

come out lei

we go smoke

HAHAHAHAHAHA

chia says:

asshole

HAHAHAHAHA

hahahaha this is so hilarious and contradicting.

2009-10-20T01:51:00.001+08:00

lets quit smoking, shall we?

shag.
school, boring as usual.
money running out like water.

2009-10-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

no more awesome.

deep shit.

2009-10-12T00:48:00.001+08:00

what's more can i say other than awesome and happening?

school is starting in 1 week' time.

how bored .

schedule is good.

nights

2009-10-04T23:25:00.001+08:00

AWESOME.
AWESOME
AWESOME.

2009-09-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

i hope there'll be another awesome gathering again.

like we'd so much fun.

bitching, screaming, laughing.

how awesome can it be. :)

how nice could it be if we could travel out all together.

results will be out in 20mins time.

i'm not scared at all.

:)))))))

i think i'm happy,

i've got no worries, no pressure, no thinking of the past.

and i've wonderful friends.

why not.

be optimistic.

2009-09-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

pictures at butter fact on 090909,

edmund's birthday on 130909.

chalet ended off with a blast.

buttfact-ed, drink night, home.

sleepless nights, endless chattings.

loud laughters, screamss.

awesome, i should say.

pictures to be uploaded soon.

wasn't feeling well after the chalet.

gonna rest my ass off now

2009-09-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

i dontknow why blogger doesnt allow me to upload my photos until now.

head'd to butter fact on last wed
it was awesome, and i'd seen alot of familiar faces.
however, something or i should say someone just spoilt my mooddddd.

basically, i will be away for chalet on this coming wednesday till friday.
catch me at butter fact on wednesday! :)

i tried to ignore.
i tried not to think.
i tried to let it go.
and i think i'm doing it.

and, i love babe. :D
"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."

2009-09-03T02:41:00.000+08:00

today's conversations.
seriously makes me ponder and reflects much on life.

the past
priorities.
future.

we get matured day by day.

friends come and go.
true friends stay by your side.

family stays by your side all the time.
the countless of times they stood you up.

people shouldnt just get stuck in the past.
lets just move on as the time goes by.

i caught this quote in a book.
" If you had the chance, just one chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it? "

at times, i really hope that i could just go back and fix it.
but i knew i never had that chance, never ever.
if i had, i know same old thing will happen and take it for granted again.
pointless.

alright, nights earthlings.

2009-09-02T17:08:00.000+08:00

HOW TO BLOODY QUIT ......

i thought it was easy, and i always said it is easy to...
but #%$#*%&!@$&*%##&@

SIAN LEHHHHHH. SIANZXZXZXZXZX.

2009-08-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

WAHLIAOZXZZX, today is only the first day of my holidays.
AND THEN, IM FEELING FREAKING SIANNED, and BOREDDDDDDD.

and im reading a book now. -.-

2009-08-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

IM ON HOLIDAYS.
HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS !

IM FREEEEEEE.

mahjong, parties, outings
:DDDDD

2009-08-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

boring.

mug mug mug.
tv tv tv.

this is how interesting life can be.

it always feels great when a random old friend just leave you a text.

2009-08-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

damn no life recently.
been rushing with reports and tests.
nothing much to update.

powerhouse with girls on last saturday.
thats all.

there's just one thing which i dont understand.
and i'm worried about it.
could you at least do something bout it.

2009-08-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

upon finishing my very last min report, amytan drew me a flower.
but blogger having some problems which i can't upload.
anyway, as usual.
you know how much i <3 flowers.
awesome thing can.
amy tan wanna buy me a flower on saturday.

can anyone buy me more flowers too :D

basically, life is as boring as usual.
nothing special.
boring, aimless, un-motivated.
reports been bugging me all these while.
5 reports, 1 down.
4 more to go.
gotta be crazy.

somewhere far along this road he lost his soul to a woman so heartless

2009-08-03T01:04:00.003+08:00

basically,
nothing much happened last week.
as usual, unhealthy stuffs, l4d and out.

was out with don and guys till 5am.
slept for 12hours.
and back to bed again.
slept for another 13hours.
how shiok can it be.

TWITTER

2009-07-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

blogger having some problems.
i can't upload any pictures.
will update another time then

last week :
met up K for homemade noodle at roxy square :)
had craving for so longggggg.
repair mr. phone.

then met AMY TAN most of the days.
for shoppings, hair cut and did some unhealthy stuff like as usual.
and l4d.

met K for lunch today.
awesome. :)

TWITTER.
makes me so excited.

2009-07-19T22:53:00.003+08:00

basically, this week was well spent.
money wasnt well- spent, it just keep flowing out.

metup with babe, amy and grace on wednesday.
headed town alil' while, then vivo.
had dinner and spanish bar.
awesome.

it was sherwin tan's birthday on thursday.
had a lil' suprise for him.
funny stuffs happened.

skipped school on friday.
headed town to meet don, nigel, edmund & jasmine.
chill-out at spinelli.
we were all totally freaked out by some 'thing'.

powerhouse on saturday.
happening and awesome night!
we did funny things, even until sunday morning we were still doing stupid things.
amy tan, your HHHEesssshhhhhhh.

no more party for the moment.
no more no more no more.
stop stop stop.

This is the last straw

2009-07-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

went butch hunt on thursday.
fee got 2nd runner up.
well, at least better than nothing. :)

i met someone awesome yesterday.
sorry GF !
forgive me.
<3333

Now looking back, i wish i could rewind

2009-07-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

steamboat-ed, k-ed & l4d with classmates on last friday.
fun fun fun.

dbl o with GF & friendsss on last saturday.
awesome !
<3333

school is boringgggggg.

fringe is getting longer, and it blocks my vision.
haircut please.
this is random i swear.

its friday night, i'm alone doing nothing and wasting time at home.
how boring could it be.

When i hear your voice its drowning in whispers.

2009-06-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

my awesome friends.
babe and marc.

met jeff at dbl o.
so cool.

i'm enjoying my holidays much before school starts.
i'm gonna enjoy on saturday again!
i detest monday.
'cause thats when i have to get my ass back to school.

party fun

2009-06-24T00:48:00.004+08:00

<333333

awesome night with the girls.
phuture was leaking, and everyone was wet.
dbl o drinks was awesome.
met the guys at phuture.
new friendsssss.

school starts, bored shit.
projects, delayed & screwed up.
work, i need one.
money, i need even more.

much fun nowadays.
just caught someone red-handed ytd.
fuck the loser.

you're a heartbreaker.

boom blast

2009-06-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

powerhouse with them on last saturday.
it was so awesome!
i can't wait for tomorrow.
i'm going phuture with my gf and all.

party less. smoke less. drink less.
healthy lifestyle.

too high.

2009-06-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

club hopped on wednesday.
arena was a bored one, so do zirca.
rebel was awesome that night.
party at powerhouse on saturday.
pretty awessomeeeee.
had so so so much funnnnn.
again again!
pictures to be uploaded soon.

2009-06-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

awesome friends. <3

hitting arena later!
more pictures to be uploaded.

2009-06-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

had lotsa fun on that particular day.
laughter and all.
friends and i had a great time.

ahh, there are too much pretty stuffs in this world.
i wanna get them all.
money please.

* In a sea of people, there was only you.

2009-06-03T13:46:00.001+08:00

veryyyyy boreddddd.
i don't know how should i waste my timeee.
i can't get things into my headddd

2009-06-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

everyone has their own problems.
i listened to them.

when i wanna say something,
i always don't get the chance to say.
when this goes on, i forget what i wanna say.

i dislike people to take me and compare with others.
i just dont like.

tired.
test tomorrow.

* im still searching

2009-05-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

tests are just round the corner.

boring.

life's such a bore still.

I saw you from a distance

2009-05-24T02:40:00.003+08:00

meaningless
aimlessly
unmotivated

life has been such a bore.

reports, assignments, projs, fyp.
sucks them all.

* i can't even convince myself

2009-05-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

' everything's gonna be alright.
' everything will be fine
' its ok. its alright
i told myself that.

i miss shopping with amy tan. LOL

*each day's a gift and not a given right.

2009-05-14T20:44:00.003+08:00

never did i know that i will be under this kind of situation.
all along, i thought that will never ever happen to me.
it feels hurtful by those actions, those words.
no longer concern, care & everything.
i've no idea where i'm standing, i've forgotten who i am.
i felt more than alil' empty inside today.
it is like worst than a nightmare when you thought that you're so gonna be alone in the world.

i really thought that i'm gonna be alone , when all my friends just disappear all of sudden.
and, i'm such a bitch.

goodbye.

* somehow i can sense that you're special

2009-05-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

at times, i felt that i've lost the place im standing in anyway.
at times, i felt alil' empty inside my heart which noone knows.
could it be just an act, or could it be for real.
i'm feeling in a way that nobody will feel it tho.
i'm living in such a plastic world, that i forgotten where im standing.
and at times, i can't differentiate which side of me is real.
it could be as bad as what you think.

too many problems coming in a way that i can't catch any of my breath.
i brought it upon myself.
ohwell,
chia, get a life man.

*Life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass. It's 'bout learning how to dance in the rain.
ya right.

2009-05-10T23:36:00.004+08:00

family is awesome.
'd steamboat at home.
brother's bday & mother's day.

i need moneyyyyy.
god, drop some money for me.

2009-05-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

i've yet to recieve all the pictures yet.
this is what i've got on 2nd may.
which is my GF's birthday!
awesome dayyyyy at botanic garden & night at dbl o. (:

school's as usual.
slack, sleepy & bored.
it just sometimes, i hate whats going on.
but all i did was to keep quiet & tolerate all the way.
which noone knowsss.

* It's just like déjà vu

awesome party night.

2009-04-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

dbl-o ytd.
& hell, i made myself drunk like my soul came out of my body with just 4 tequilla shots and jugs of screwdriver.
making myself so unglam and no image.
2am, was sober enough to look at my watch and realised i've been wasting my time away.
get myself up and hit the dancefloor again!

2009-04-22T23:47:00.004+08:00

school was fun but yet tiring.
rushing from class to class every 2 hours.
long breaks, & i get sleepy damn easily in class.
fyp is coming up real soon.
& i needed to store more of my energy so that i've the strength & motivation to do it.
tired tho.
attachment ended last friday,
indo-chine with dondon & amy.
we'd fun tho. & shopping was awesome.
BTT on 18th may with babe.
wanna get a license & a car pls.
money come come come.
my 60k friend, spare me some moneyyyy.

ITS PARTAYYYYY TIME , BABY. :)

* i've got it over & done with, finally.

2009-04-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

lets' call an end to our attachment as well as our holidays.
school tomorrow.
back to square one.
gonna get myself a job, earn some extra income.
and study hard.

photos to be uploaded asap. (:
cheeros.

*stay the same.

2009-04-13T23:06:00.004+08:00

4 more days to be exact,
and all our misery shall be gone.
lets call an end to our freaking attachment.

butterfly in my stomach,
and im feeling so uncomfortable right now.

finally, braces out! new bangs.
bangs is the new sexxx.

Bangkok trip canceled, changed to other places.
unconfirmed yet. pictures below shown are with braces & without. weird isnt it.
*when its time to let go, we should let it go.

2009-04-05T00:02:00.004+08:00

going bangkok during june with awesome people.
i can't wait, like seriously. this is the first time i'm travelling with friends to other country.
hongkong during december, well longgggg way to go still.
i gotta start saving up, like save our ass off.
cut down in all expenses, like seriously
im so damn looking forward, june faster come pls.

been meeting up with rbs mates lately.
they're indeed awesome too.
i miss working with them & having lunch with them tho.

* still you never say goodbye, now i know how far you'd go.

2009-03-31T23:29:00.004+08:00

Im sorry.
Im just someone who can't move forward.
I thought that i had everything
I didn't know what life could bring.

* where were you? where were you?

2009-03-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

been sleeping through the whole day, almost.
attachment has not been getting any better.

met up with, amy the basket, jing & don for movie & dinner on friday night.
then mahjong session after that.
red tee really works.
zoo with jing, amy, mal & sean on saturday.
tiring & well, it rained.
kinda spoilt everyone's mood.
met up with nigel & don at night.
well, i guess somehow i know what i want & what i need.

I know I let you down, but it's not like that now.

2009-03-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

'confession of shopaholic' really gives me a lesson to learn.
& i see how credit cards kill people.
make one heavily in debts, ruin peaceful life & all.
i really learnt my lesson, & i really am.
i gonna freeze my credit cards.
i gonna resist all the temptations from branded goods & labels.
I'm so gonna restrict & ban myself from looking at those nice displays & mannequins.

i wanna strike lottery please.
give me moneyyyyyyyyy.

zoo on saturday.
basket, faster be back. ):

2009-03-22T22:41:00.004+08:00

well, basically this week was pretty fast.
just a blink of an eye, it's already a new week.
which means, one week down, 5 days lesser.
and i still left with 4 weeks to go, & pathetically 19days more.

Friday night, i met up with gladys for dinner, then head over to basket's house to play wii.
pretty fun game but yet stupid.
Saturday noon, watched fanboys with don, ed & alv.
i won't rate it as very nice show, and i won't rate it as a very bad show.
it just normal, like yea stupid yet funny show.
Saturday night was spent with don, ed & babe at OM.
speak of the truth, spoke about our thoughts & feelings.
pretty great night.

zoo on coming Saturday with awesome people.
i can't wait, & looking forward tho.
basket is really damn basket, went over to Taiwan already.
be back fast & safe!

*where were you when everything was falling apart?

2009-03-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

something struck me today when i was working.
when you treated someone well, the care and concern you showed, the things you did, the words you said. will that person even appreciate it or will that person probably take it for granted?
why do people always learn how to appreciate & treasure things when they lose it.
why do people always take things for granted when they know it meant to be theirs.
simple logic, i don't understand still.
what happen if one day i'm no longer around...................................................

probably i think my life will end earlier?
'cause im leading a so unhealthy lifestyle.

smoke, drink, gamble, club, play, work, study & die.
this is what human beings normally do.

friendship & relationship, how do you weigh it?
i used to think friendship comes before everything,
but i guess it proves me wrong.

2009-03-15T00:21:00.004+08:00

pretty short post today, let the pictures do the talking instead.
MC for 2 days, firstly i think i couldnt wake on thursday. i went to get a mc.
friday, i went to take x-ray for my wrist.
got to look for a bone specialist tho.
shopping with basket & babe on thursday, i'd fun tho.
hmm, dbl o with basket, don, marcus & friends.
didn't really enjoy it.
i think i've been hurting my health all the time.
lets just kick all these bad habits away.

2009-03-10T21:26:00.003+08:00

thanks to the chinese physician for twisting and massaging my shoulder.
which ended up i'd a swollen shoulders today.
and thanks again for not relocating back the bone in my wrist,
which ended up torturing me the whole day.
thanks for scamming my money, dude.

my goodness sake, if ever someone were to smack my shoulder from the back.
i make sure that person die on the spot.

i just feel like hell today.
damn freaking uneasy.

give me money, give me money!

2009-03-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

perhaps, nobody understand how it felt like.
b'cause it was extremely torturing.
i wanna get rid of freaking disgusting thingy.
but i doubt i can.
no, i should say i needed abit of time.
lets just get this away.

i think i need to get to see a physician anytime soon.
before my wrist gets worst.
and i think its getting worst.
ohwell, whatever anyway.

back to work again tomorrow.
boredom kills.

& raining kills too.

2009-03-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

29-32 days to go.
i cant wait for attachment to end.
or i should say i can't wait to have those weekends.
omy goodness, this is killing me.

i wanna partayyyyyyy!

2009-03-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

i'm not having those dreams anymore.
i don't have them torturing me everynight anymore.
i guess i'm kind of tired of those.
lets just move on.

2009-02-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

i can't believe that MY HOLY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
but i only left with 3 days to enjoy tho.
and i've to go for attachment.
which kind of bores me out.
well, I DECLARED STRESS-FREE!
whee, happy time.

2009-02-24T00:56:00.003+08:00

perhaps everything is just too late for me.
be it, him her she he me I this and that.
it's all too late.
mayhap, something good will happen?
i always believe in sweet comes after bitter.

exams, good luck.
attachments, all the best.
friends, may all be happy.

2009-02-19T01:33:00.001+08:00

those dreams tortured me a lot.
everyday without fail.

goodluck to me.
goodluck to my exams.

2009-02-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

love babe.

2009-02-12T13:49:00.000+08:00

PARTAYYYYY WAS FUNNNN.

i needed to get back to my notes and lectures asap.

GET' A life yo.

2009-02-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

IM JUST DAMN FREAKING TIRED.

SCREWED TESTS.

BYEBYE.

2009-02-04T18:50:00.002+08:00

im so so so so tired.
never ending projects and reports.
attachment gonna be at some ulu places.
balestier hill shopping centre.
bored shit.
exams and tests are coming up.
I'M JUST SO TIRED.
and IM JUST SO DEAD that my reports are all gonna due on friday.

* run baby run.

2009-01-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

steamboat.
outings.
school.
gambling.

those dreams i'd dreamt about, it tortured me alot.

2009-01-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

moodless
restless
moneyless

2009-01-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

lunar new year.
bored shit.
no mood still.

2009-01-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

i slept my wednesday away.

i watched meteor garden , what a random day.

2009-01-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

what's the point of saying, when i know it's not going to work.

'fuck it'

*people are just driving me to death.

2009-01-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

when things don't go your way, means it just won't go your way,
no matter how you want it to be.
when things don't go your way, just leave it.
when things don't go your way, just think it's fun -.-

goodbye, fellows.

*2009, i think i'm just a completely letdown. thankyou

2009-01-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

i think i'm a completely letdown.
bye.

2009-01-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

tight cash tight cash.
CNY is like 2 weeks away.
somehow, i think i've become a compulsive gambler.
i'd mahjongs almost everyweek.
i think i spend money more than anyothers.
i think its time to put a stop for it.
have some savings.
but.... i just can't resist the temptations at times.
new haircut..... should i?
new haircolor.....what color eh?
new clothes.....no money ):
everything new.....unless i strike lottery, if not impossible.
driving....still thinking ):
braces out....january, but im going to push to feb. dangs

i can't wait to partayyyyy again.

* things just don't go the way i want.

2009-01-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

life is full of regrets.

regrets turn to past, past turns to regrets.
for this time, i don't know if i'd move on.
have i let it go.
i think its myself who brought it up again.
goodbye.

*what hurts me the most,was what i'd done to you.

The End of 2008 edited

2008-12-31T14:25:00.003+08:00

the very last post of 2008.

i didn't know what to say.
i learnt alot this year.
i'd grown up.
i know what's right and what's wrong
i know what i should do and what i shouldn't.
i learnt to love my family more, and cherish my friends.
i learnt to let things go
i learnt to move on with life
i learnt how to see things in different angles.
i know how realistic and cruel the world is.
i enjoyed myself
i tried different things that i'd never try before
i'd made a few very good friends.
i hurt someone i shouldn't hurt.
i love someone i shouldn't love.
i made mistakes unknowingly.
i do things that i shouldn't do.
i did stupid things like really stupid.
i did things and i regretted doing it.

tomorrow onwards,
i should love my family more.
i should love my friends more.
i should let things go
i should move on with life
i should think twice before i do and speak.
i should save money.
i should love myself even more.
i should study hard
i should be less temperamental.
i should make a new year a better year.

goodbye 2008. hello 2009.

*i wish there was somewhere to hide

2008-12-28T23:46:00.003+08:00

i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant. i cant.
i cant imagine tomorrow is mondayyyyyyyyyyy.
which mean school startssssssssss.
3 weeks passed.
what've i done
i did something
i made my room
i painted and makeover it.
school starts,
meaning projects, assignments everything will come
which i hated most.

* its a matter of extreme importance

2008-12-25T18:29:00.002+08:00

christmas eve wasn't well-spent.
somehow, something just bored me out.
and attica was horrible.
whole place was filled with people.
but, music & lighting was awesome.
and some bastard simply just freaked me out.
speechless.
somehow i felt that my christmas was being screwed up.

christmas day itself.
home-d and painted my room .
bored shit.

school on monday.
and i've projects yet to be done.
hell. i dislike december in some way.

* what else you want me to do, god.

2008-12-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

* i don't know what i want

Sun will Shine.

the last teens of life.

fml or what.

FML

'I can't let go of you, cause that would mean letting go of all the memories as well, and I like those memories.' - blogsecrets

party fun

boom blast

too high.

awesome party night.

The End of 2008 *edited*

The End of 2008 edited